UGH I NEED TO RANT TOO.

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So, my mom has been very sick lately, to the point she can barely stand up.
I've been the one to do everything around the house these two days (It's not about that I'm complaining, I've lost count of how many time she has done the same for me).
but's she's way too stubborn about it.
Even if she can barely move, she still insists that she should be the one to take us to school, because she doesn't want my dad to be picking us up. (Probably out of pride, huh.)
She's pushing herself too far and refuses to accept help even from her sisters.
She even yelled at me because I tried to help her.
She dosn't want to go to the doctor either. (Because my dad would be the one paying it.)
Well, I guess she's just really stressed out and depressed because my dad moved out like 2 weeks ago, so :/
I still feel uneasy around him, but at least it's better than the first time I saw him after he left. (I ended up crying the moment I saw him, ugh.)
So that's my rant.
It might not make sense
But I had to let it all out.

D:
you should like, talk to her about it and let her know how you feel and stuff. that sounds kind of cheesey, actually. But really I think that's the best thing.

Ugh, you're right.
I know I should, but I find it really hard to put my emotions into words x-x

TELL HER YOU'RE WORRIED. D: THAT SHE'S ALSO MAKING YOU GUYS HURT. BY NOT ACCEPTING HELP, NOT ONLY IS SHE HURTING HERSELF MORE BUT ALSO HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS. D:

I told her, she's kinda accepting the help now.
BUT ONLY AFTER SHE GOT HERSELF DEHYDRATED x-x
My aunt is staying with her tonight, since she sent my brother and I to my grandma's house because she didn't want to worry about us being taken care of.
But I'm still worried D:

WORRYING IS OKAY. D: I know I'd be shitting my pants if this ever happens. Just don't worry too much. You need to look out for your heath too. Try calling your aunt for updates. And force your mom to go to the hospital, unless she's there already.

Yep, she's there.
My aunt and my cousin kinda forced her to go D:
And I've been texting my aunt every half hour.

Ouch, Ouch, Ouch.
I remember when my parent's separated.
Couldn't tell who was insane.
but that's all the past.
Hope everything works out for you. :/

IF THAT WAS ANYONE BUT MY MOM I'D BE LIKE 'ALRIGHT, IF YOU DON'T NEED MY HELP, THEN I'LL FUCK OFF LIKE YOU WANTED.' THEN I'D WATCH THEM SLOWLY DIE.

..lol

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IF THAT WAS ANYONE BUT MY MOM I'D BE LIKE 'ALRIGHT, IF YOU DON'T NEED MY HELP, THEN I'LL FUCK OFF LIKE YOU WANTED.' THEN I'D WATCH THEM SLOWLY DIE.

...if it was my mom, I'd do the same...