So here's the deal

My parents are moving out of my grandparents house into a 3 bedroom house. It's a house in Hazel Green that we used to live in before we moved. Well there won't be enough room for all of us, and I'd have to go to a different school. So I'm gonna stay here with my grandparents. Well my grandparents are being assholes, and probably before I get halfway into the school year next year they'll try kicking me out. And stiff has gotten so bad to where I get screamed, cussed at, and occasionally hit for getting breakfast. So I have to go down to the gas station when I have money to get myself food. And when my parents move out, my grandparents are putting me in my brother's room (which is way smaller) and they are tearing the wall down between my room and theirs so they can make my room into a closet/office. And they are putting me in that tiny room when they could just move me across the house into a bigger room, where my radio wouldn't get on their nerves, and where I would actually have room for my stuff.

The only thing that's keeping me sane is Erin, and they won't let her come over, or me go to her house half the time because my room isn't clean, but I have no where for the stuff in my room, and I don't have time to make room because they always have me doing other stuff. And my dad won't let me go back to work (I work for him) until I get my room clean, which there is no fucking way to do so. Shit I have a new bed in the garage that needs to be in here, but we can't get it in here. So I have to sleep on the fucking floor....

And the only thing that can make me happy when Erin isn't around upsets all my friends, and I'm still so sorry that I did that. I wasn't thinking. I was just going by old instincts.... Sorry....


That's about it for now....

The Eternal Fire wrote:

And the only thing that can make me happy when Erin isn't around upsets all my friends, and I'm still so sorry that I did that. I wasn't thinking. I was just going by old instincts.... Sorry....

Don't worry about it.
Your emotions just got the better of you, that's all. It happens to the best of us.

/:
If it's this bad, you should be reporting it. We can't do anything about it, and cutting sure isn't going to help make what's going on better. o3o

-agrees with Dan-
CHILDREN'S AID. THAT IS WHAT IT IS THERE FOR.
Or whatever it's called idk.

-insert reposts of what Chris and Dan said here-

yeah...

I'm not gonna report it. I can handle it myself, and if you report it Chris, so God help me I'll kill you. You are one of my best friends, but you better not do some shit like that.

The Eternal Fire wrote:

I'm not gonna report it. I can handle it myself, and if you report it Chris, so God help me I'll kill you. You are one of my best friends, but you better not do some shit like that.

im pretty sure this is the entirely wrong time for this, but deargod, youre an idiot.

... TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF?
I BET YOUR GRANDFATHER COULD KICK YOUR ASS IF HE WANTED TO.
YOU CAN'T ALWAYS THINK YOU'RE TOUGHER THAN SOME PEOPLE, THAT'S UNDERESTIMATING.

Paul-io wrote:

The Eternal Fire wrote:

I'm not gonna report it. I can handle it myself, and if you report it Chris, so God help me I'll kill you. You are one of my best friends, but you better not do some shit like that.

im pretty sure this is the entirely wrong time for this, but deargod, youre an idiot.

Bry, dude, im gonna have to agree with her on this. Not reporting it is a /terrible/ idea.

I will not report it. And really my grandfather couldn't do it, that's been established the one time I almost killed him, and he didn't call the cops on me for assault with a deadly weapon. It's my life, I'll deal with it as I see fit. I, and my little brothers would be way worse off if it were reported. Because I would be off in a foster home, and my parents and little brothers would be OUT ON THE STREETS.

This is just one of those low points in my life. It'll get better I'm sure it will. It always has.

FUCK
IF YOU DON'T REPORT IT, /I'LL/ KILL YOU D:<

You can handle it?
I'm sorry, but cutting the words 'die' into yourself, being in an upset and angry mood, as well as wanting to kill members of your family pretty much all the time aren't exactly signs to show you're 'dealing', in my opinion. /: